Whenever I’m not in my wolf mode, I like to chill online like anyone else bored as hell. I frequently go to social sites to meet and chat just to get away from reality. However, sometimes reality will chase you like a vicious, hungry dog.
Such is a case one night when I was in a chat room filled with white people. One statement from a white woman ends up being like dropping a tennis ball in a box of set rat traps. It was that moment where it was on, and even though it is laughable to argue with people online, when racist comments emerge, you have the instinctive urge to stand up on behalf of your race.
However, it was obvious that I was in a room full of hungry lions as other white people started in on their racism. I felt like I was being attacked from all sides, all alone and without any defenders of my own. I fought tooth and nail against the racist fucktards. Yet, I was losing the battle. In the end I had no choice but to retreat feeling stressed, depressed, emotionally drained, homicidal and suicidal all at the same time.
So now, I’m sitting here reflecting on the whole fiasco, counting all the fails not only with team whiteness bu with my own. One of them being that I should’ve left the instant a racist comment emerged as it is proven that you can not argue with white people about racism because they do not play fair. The second being that like-minded white people will attack in packs. The third is the most important; when all is said and done, they will not feel anything but comfort and happiness. They will feel good for fighting against the crazy-ass darkey with obvious issues against white people. It is here where I finally realized that average white people are sociopaths.
What does it mean to be a sociopath? Check out these qualifications from mcafee, and make the connections with the white folks you know personally or otherwise:
-Glibness and Superficial Charm
-Manipulative and Conning
They never recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors as permissible. They appear to be charming, yet are covertly hostile and domineering, seeing their victim as merely an instrument to be used. They may dominate and humiliate their victims.
-Grandiose Sense of Self
Feels entitled to certain things as “their right.”
Has no problem lying coolly and easily and it is almost impossible for them to be truthful on a consistent basis. Can create, and get caught up in, a complex belief about their own powers and abilities. Extremely convincing and even able to pass lie detector tests.
-Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt
A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core. Does not see others around them as people, but only as targets and opportunities. Instead of friends, they have victims and accomplices who end up as victims. The end always justifies the means and they let nothing stand in their way.
When they show what seems to be warmth, joy, love and compassion it is more feigned than experienced and serves an ulterior motive. Outraged by insignificant matters, yet remaining unmoved and cold by what would upset a normal person. Since they are not genuine, neither are their promises.
-Incapacity for Love
-Need for Stimulation
Living on the edge. Verbal outbursts and physical punishments are normal. Promiscuity and gambling are common.
-Callousness/Lack of Empathy
Unable to empathize with the pain of their victims, having only contempt for others’ feelings of distress and readily taking advantage of them.
-Poor Behavioral Controls/Impulsive Nature
Rage and abuse, alternating with small expressions of love and approval produce an addictive cycle for abuser and abused, as well as creating hopelessness in the victim. Believe they are all-powerful, all-knowing, entitled to every wish, no sense of personal boundaries, no concern for their impact on others.
-Early Behavior Problems/Juvenile Delinquency
Usually has a history of behavioral and academic difficulties, yet “gets by” by conning others. Problems in making and keeping friends; aberrant behaviors such as cruelty to people or animals, stealing, etc.
Not concerned about wrecking others’ lives and dreams. Oblivious or indifferent to the devastation they cause. Does not accept blame themselves, but blames others, even for acts they obviously committed.
-Promiscuous Sexual Behavior/Infidelity
Promiscuity, child sexual abuse, rape and sexual acting out of all sorts.
-Lack of Realistic Life Plan/Parasitic Lifestyle
Tends to move around a lot or makes all encompassing promises for the future, poor work ethic but exploits others effectively.
-Criminal or Entrepreneurial Versatility
Changes their image as needed to avoid prosecution. Changes life story readily…”
Ankhesen Mié said it best in her blog that white people are not ignorant nor stupid and we should stop seeing them as such. White people know their shit stinks, but they don’t care if it smells. Why? They don’t have to smell it because their privileges keeps them from doing so.
It is futile and harmful to try to school them in any given conversation regarding their racism. They see nothing wrong with it. Yet, they see everything wrong with your anger and frustrations. They don’t care about their issues because they don’t think they have issues, but are obsessed with making you out to be an issue.
The white people in that chat room are a group of sociopaths with no morals or grasp on reality, and they are fine as hell about that. I, or rather we, should not have to stress ourselves when people like them start shit with us by arguing. It only causes more harm on yourself and they are demented enough to want that.
In the end, and I must learn this as well, we should not allow white people like the mixed nuts I’ve encountered to allow us to think that we are the problem. White people like them are the problem whether they know it, like it or not. If they don’t like it, fuck them.